My tryst with love: Between "Donot know and Hope so"

My tryst with love have always been sour at the end and too sweet initially. I always beleive that "Only unfulfilled love can be romantic" and my recent introspection and "donot know and hope so" reply from other side proves it time and again somewher but I have become patient enough which the other part of mine understands a bit . Earlier I always felt victimised but these days I get perturbed for some time. I have read somewhere that some person's worth is known after he/she passes away(May be I would be the famous one)..I have many examples to justify this statement and you people can relate with it if you can spare sometime introspecting. whatever has been fulfilled is with us in every every respect but whatever is unfulfilled is the matter of grave concern and it bugs us sometime or the other as it varies upon person to person though the same grous/regrets . What is the bloody thing which prompts us to fall in love again and again(Male guys and lil bit to female comrades) when we know that life is all about investigation into oneself. Investigation doesnot mean something akin to F.B.I and INTERPOL sort of. Investigation into oneself , the true self which is very hard to find these days because most of the people would end up answering that they donot know anything whether its love or they just hope that "May be its love". I have a very big and serious question for you all . If anybody feels unselfishly or if at all anyone have fallen for someone because his/her life is totally screwed up.If someone is prompted to fall in love with that person's of being screwed up and worthlessness or worst enough if someone falls for others word,sayings and those warm feelings without seeing them. Making it more simpler if he/she falls for that person because of their pain than what is the bloody fault in it.




Do you think that love is also a kind of politics which only rich and dynastic people are blessed with or is it a game which only geniuses can play. Everybody is unique in their own way but I really doubt the veracity of this statement tonight. I undersatand more than 80% of male/female psychic but why dont rest of them understand that something in this world is true,honest. Not every male is patriarchic.why are they just influenced with Hollywood and U.S.A when they live in India..Is it something with exceptional jinx. I feel pity and sad for those people who talk loud and commit louder and when they are lost in their past,wallowing in their nostalgia. What joy do they get. Everything which ends give us a lesson and we people say to other that we have moved on even promising that we have moved on but those kind of big fat promise sort of people are the most vulnerable.



I feel irritated,mistaken,some kind of folly from my side and all sort of negative hokum when I get answers in "donot know and May be" everytime. These two words are really dangerous and these words reminds me of confusion,indecisiveness and many weaknesses.

.The word "move on" should be told after thinking manier times because people hardly move(personal experience with my love tryst)



Qestions for "Donot know and May be" kind of people.



Whats the point of staying in that rut when he/she never understood you? Are you getting comfortable with your misfortune?

Are you gathering your strength ,waiting for another try??

Are you displaying your misfortune,feeling sorry for your self?

Are you using your sad position to complain to other person?



I guess everything of that sort but who should care about you when you donot care about yourself to lift yourself from the dilemmas of "I donot know and Hope so". I have always believed that hands are needed to be stretched in order to feel the bliss otherwise life will always hang between "Donot know and Hope so".



No forces from my side fellows. Its just what I feel in this consumerism world where 80 percent of people have sold their souls and some lives in the constant fear of"donot know or hope so" syndrome and rest I havenot explored yet. But I appeal to them that they should think in more broader spectrum of life. Life shouldnot be just hang on between these two words but life is more about living,believing,sharing whatever you feel with the other person whom you trust.

I am sorry if I have hurt anyone but this is just my personal feeling friends.



I feel like this:



My hurt(In donot know and hope so) is on my lips;

My love will follow some day.

Amen!!