Being an extrovert loner in my second life.

Off late I have realised that I have become an extrovert loner howsoever I learnt this hard way from you especially when I came back here.I always wanted people around me and still I want them around but at the same time I started loving pain and I am enjoying it. I was an extrovert since my childhood but I was never a loner. May be its because of you. I feel pretty helpless as I cannot do anything other than thinking of you. I neve thought that life would treat us in this manner. But my Love for you is resilient in so many ways and I feel it to be increasing exponentially.


Life reached at the point of cul-de-sac before meeting you. I have met my person of life beyond whom my life cease to exist and you are that person. I have started a new new journey of life with you right from scratch. As a human I have several flaws and you know about that but I really appreciate the way you treat me. Probably God have conspired for us to meet--- the two disillusioned hearts but I really donot know who is more disllusioned but I never mind as we have already met and I feel more liberated. Had I been there with you I would have definitely missed some of the finest thing about relationship which I am experiencing every moment being far off from you though distance wise only.I have started detesting the word "sancton". I always thought you as a rebel but I was wrong. Must be something bad going on with you. Honestly I cannot see anyone beyond you. well you can crucify me for this mental state. From here I can pray for you silently because I believe in silent prayer. One thing I would definitely learn from you is being "Patient" which I never was and I am still trying really hard.I am still waiting for that day to come when I would eveolve as a better person in my second life. I consider myself lucky that you came to my rescue and I have started my new life with you. I love being an extrovert loner and I feel I would be like this until we finally meet in this or that world. Do you burn the same way as I am?

Between Us.