Friday, February 17, 2012

Kites and break ups!!

Break ups are like kites which go hay wire any time out of the master's hand . Strange it is but this "So called glorified" Queen kite gets cut in no time and it goes into someone's else hand betraying all the love being shared for a period or more than that. This is just a mere juxtaposition of(about) a girl to a kite. Believe me I never generalize any gender,caste or be it anything which could touch human emotions and stir them to a mighty high because I had also been a victim of this generalization.I really don't know whether I should jot it down all here but had I not written it all I wouldn't have done justice for one and many more who reverberates the same pain like me. Few months back I met that same old friend of mine in a virtual world who stays in "The land of rising Sun" The who orchestrated me from his life. And this friend is very close to me.We became closer in couple of years in our heydays that too in an Utopian place of North Delhi called J.N.U (My Alma Mater).We started our love liaison back to back,I guess in a couple of months we both fell and unfortunately our break-ups were also back to back only. He started off with his love before me and it lasted after mine break up as well. We were quite close until 4 years back from now but as we all know that you cannot please everyone with your move at the same time so he had to move back/away from me and I guess that was a very conscious decision from his side. I felt sad about it time and again but somewhere down the line of so called drawn relationship I felt myself to be chained or more like a handicapped person who was just a mute spectator of so called fate. This all episode really broke me into pieces many times whenever I used to think all about previous days called as"the glorious past" which was rather infamous then glorious past -I would say. But I we still take pride into it. Don't know why neither of us have an answer for it. Almost two years back the same old friend moved his base to the same city where I live in and somehow I was elated to know about this. I didn't remember how we started talking again but it happened and we were happy till one fine night or rather more (almost 1.5 years)we planned for a get together which was rather a kind of "disguise in disguise" but we took it in a more literal way and we were not so aware of the future which was beckoning my friend more than me and I still feel sad for him.Finally they fell for each other after that so called "Blessing in disguise" met. From there own-wards This "Kites and Break ups" story started but I am writing it today as I cannot foresee the future otherwise and I felt it today in the evening when I was talking to him. He is just not close to me. He is more than a friend,he is an ideal for me. I idolize him for so many reasons and I really seek strength from him in many or in every senses.Now he is almost shattered for the past six months. Moreover he stays away and he is all alone. His words still echoes inside me and the pain he is undergoing every day can not be shared. That pain is more than torture. He has lost it all. Never ever before I have seen him so weak and frail. These days he just gulps (Please Google when some one starts gulping too frequently). I just pray to God that may he get his intrinsic quality back because he just posses the quality of being honest,straight forward and crisp. I am really unable to decide about the girl but I am very sure that the girl who he loved must have realized it all if she is a girl of integrity. So I request from all the boys and girls out here "Please don't let this break ups happen and let this kite fly seamlessly."

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