Inevitable death!! Question from almighty?

Oh death!! I have so many reasons not to die yet as of now.I have so many things unfulfilled.You know.I have to make so many changes,corrections into my life,into this society. There are so many unfulfilled promises,expectations from every corner that I cant die now. I am scared like anything. I feel as if I am drowning myself into this scary death and I am gasping for breath totally helpless as it happend to me.Same feeling is evolving everytime this night.Had I not seen this death so closely I would not have been scared. So many close brushes with it made me to think again and again. Though I have died so many times but whatever is left in me,I just want to give. I live to give.

I am just fed up of this rat race called life as I can't find the end of it. I feel that my life is not worth living at all. I know that the death is inevitable but why sudden. I have a question from you God? Why death to people who is performing their own duty? Don't you think its unjust? We people running so fast to meet every sort of quality,productivity and their expectaion, and all of a sudden we are met with sudden death. Why is it so? We come out crying alone and when we demise so many cries and wailing of people. Why is it so?
Can you please justify me this paradox called life? Do you want us not to run in that rat race where we all will be the rats? Donot you want me to run in this rat race(If not rat race than which race). I have a request which is quite reasonable.Death is inevitable but it shouldnot be sudden. Let people do their own part. Let life not be pre-destined otherwise the word "Karma" would bear no meaning for it.

Finally death is ineveitble but it shoulnot be sudden. This is what I feel God!! Also If my death is sudden than Please take me away tonight or else give me some time to fulifill whatever I have desired. Give me sometime "O" bloody death.Some time I need otherwise chuck my life off now.