One year before I took my life very lightly but things changed somehow and I started taking life differently rather a bit seriously. Well God have blessed me with everything but still I feel a bit of abyss of loneliness. I donot know how I will fulfill it. I am in Japan right now but things have really not worked out here for me. Though I learnt a lot about Japanese culture and management here. Somehow this Japan experience have prompted me to introspect deeply about my life from now on. Life is not so easy as I thought. But there should be some planning which I lacked till now in my life. I should be more serious towards life from now on.
So I have prioritized my life from now on after this fiasco. I really find it weird sticking with a company for long but somehow it matters in long run. I should give more attention to my health because merely drinking and trying to forget any problem is not at all a solution. This is what I learnt here in Japan and really nobody came to my rescue. Even alcohol did not help me at all and somehow I became depressed. Also I think of pursuing some kind of study along with job. Well I havenot decided but some more study is really required because wherever I go everybody thinks that I am still very young though its not really so and some more study would really help me. I won’t colour my hair from now on .
Japan was really a big learning experience for me. I missed hell lot of things here. But from now on I will really try to work on my weak points because I cannot lead my life this way. Also need to learn lot of things from now on. Also need to forget many things which is not required now because somehow it makes me weak. So from now on I would struggle in Banagalore only and wait for the opportune moment to come because honestly little bit of study is required. I will have to seriously think about it. So need to change many things from now in reality.
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