Adieu Delhi

Almost after six years I would be going back to my home town(Almost final)..there are ceratin things which I couldnot complete as per my commitment.It was my promise to one of the most beloved person that we would never part but things really did not happen as per my thought and now I feel guilty for that person.But nothing can happen now since we both have moved in differnet direction (If not atleast we are trying).I think my decision of going back somewhere bears with this incident also.May be I am trying to find solace everywhere but not getting so I am moving back to my roots again.
Lots of questions and apprehensions are going around my mind but I will have to shed it very soon otherwise commitment level would decrease in work which I am going to start.I have received moral support from many of the well wishers but some have even advised me not to take this decision.I know it was quite tough for me but since I have decided so no looking back.I used to say that my going back to home would only stop if I get a job in Japan and yesterday when I was about to reach my hometown I got a job opportunity to work in Japan…What an irony!! I had such premonitions before that something like this would happen and it really happened. Now its really tough to decide because I have to select between two good things which is quite difficult task. First one is my carrer in Japan where I would live faster then ever life with lots of work and booze,exploring new things almost everything. Second is the dust of Bhagalpur where I have to struggle for everything right from scratch in order to pursue my social service dream.
Everybody is almost satisfied with what I would be doing now. Even my dad seemed to be satisfied now. Little bit of apprehension still prevails but at the end of the day what I can achieve here in Bhagalpur I might not achieve in Japan even. Albeit I m trying to complete all the formalities for Japan job also. Lets see where my destiny would take me from now on.I have complete faith in myself as the things wouldnot get worst than the present situation. Now I can only rise as this phase is nadir for me.
(This blog was created one month back but due to paucity of time couldnot post it. Apology.)