The year 2009 started really well..I don't know really but I got seven thousand in bonus with my salary and these days I thankGod for whatever he gives me,however small it is...Last year was the worst I could ever have had. I was writhing in continuous pain but somehow I decided to move with all my old baggage which really became heavy but I didnot realised at that time.I guess it was my weakness that's why I didnot let things go. I lost something very precious in 2008 which I loved so much.Last year I did two things at the most. First, i worked sincerely and second i boozed a lot.
" Time heals all your your wounds" This is what I heard but I really doubt this adage now.
Last year december also I got one great reason to be happy but it was momenatary. you know even today I ask God for justifying all those incidences but I have never got a reply..May be when he replied I was drunk..HAAHAHA. But I have forgiven and forgotten many things as because this was all I wanted so I took all the onus on myself. I don't know really as the situation is bit dangerous now as this is the time of recession but somewhere I feel that I have got something divine from God. But I never complained. Yesterday one of my very close friend said that 'you should put restraint on your emotions'. I think he was correct but I really don't know how to.....?So my dear friends after reading all this please let me know how to put restraint on your emotions??
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Restraining emotion has always been a matter of context in our life. I always found you dangling in the twist of emotion. Never worry about it..I would say. This has to happen because you have been a part of it sometime in the life.We always wish the best to happen in our life. When we wish, we should never put a condition. The same for a person whom you would have loved. If for some reason he/she is not in your life, you should neither regret nor complain. You know the best part of it!!! You should be thankful to that person, who did love to you and made your life wonderful even for a short span of life.If emotion comes, please let them... Just introspect and retrospect...You would get the answers of your millions of questions. At last, just think and make a call to yourself and judge what has been gone right or wrong.It could be possible, you still need that person who made your life wonderful.Its you, who can say "WHAT SHOULD YOU DO?".
ReplyDeleteI totally agree from your point except of this line "It could be possible, you still need that person who made your life wonderful.Its you, who can say "WHAT SHOULD YOU DO?".
ReplyDeleteAs If I again reconiliate then it would be mere selfishness because the sanctity of relationship have vanished now. What I feel.